Christmas? Over?
I know, doesnt it feel like it was just January?? And 2021 is THIS WEEK? I'm baffled. But I'm also so proud of how far I've come this year. January-March, I was preparing to serve a mission in Panama. I went to the temple every week. I got all my Visa papers turned in. I was so ready to go. In April I started my online missionary training. I thought it would just be temporary, a few weeks and then I could go to the real missionary training center. In May I got my reassignment to the Colorado Denver South mission. The months that followed took a bit of soul-searching. Did I really want to serve a mission? Was it worth it? WHY did I want to serve? You can't go on a mission without having the answers to these questions somewhere in your heart. And I came to the conclusion that I wasn't doing this for me. It was NEVER about me, and it will never be about me. When you serve a mission, you put your life on pause for 18-24 months. You forget yourself and go to work. Yo...